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①我只交值得交的朋友
②我只爱值得去爱的人
③我只在爱的人面前哭
④我只在心情不好的时候喝啤酒
⑤我的世界不允许欺骗
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vicky cuiwrote:
PS: I cannot publish in the diary blog so put it here instead...
October 10 3:41 PM
Life is messy these days
lots of things happened between me and R
hope we could go through these difficulties together.
 
2 weeks away from exams....I am scared ...but i have to face
 
Such is life!!! the Famous words from NOMU 3...
yes, that is right....even though lots of things confuse you,
lots of unhappy things upset u ...
and make u cannot in the good mood do the things you should focus on...
but the life never stop.
what you can do Finally, is only FOrget!     
maybe Forget is not the proper word.....but you let it go ...
then back to the normal life like nothing happened....
 
you know what am i walking about ??
I don't even know clearly.......
SUch is life!
you never know~~but you still a part
 
don't waste any time girl~~~
do the right thing
calm down
and FORget
you will be fine
have some confidence on yourself...
say 'It is a beautiful day 'to yourself every morning
girl, you need to find yourself back...
don't get lost
 
vivi Rainbow
Oct. 10
Alex Tanwrote:
好久以前啦 谢谢你的忠告 我知道
Sept. 30
Alex Tanwrote:
好久以前啦 谢谢你的忠告 我知道
Sept. 30
Alex Tanwrote:
因为你不认识我 我也是刚刚在amanda 那里看见你 先原谅我的冒昧来访  很高兴看见一个这么懂得努力生活的你 因为也快要去墨尔本了 总是希望那的生活不会太灰色
ps:你很漂亮 但是好像和你的年龄不太搭
Aug. 17
July 28

一些想说的话

EVENT 1
我觉得自己每次许愿都还蛮灵验的.
我记得小的时候就许长大要考上一个好的大学,身体健康.
结果身体没什么大的毛病,偶尔感冒一下下. 大学也还Ok,虽然不是我最想去的,也是澳洲数一数2 的。
然后 大一第一学期的愿望就是 不要挂科。老天还是偏爱我的。感谢哦
那么,我到南京栖霞寺许的愿望会不会实现呢??
当然这个愿望不能讲出来了,因为还没有灵验。
我放在心里默默地祈祷吧。
 
EVENT 2
我亲爱的大连的同学们,其实我真的很想你们的,我在澳洲的时候经常会怀念高1 时的事情。像是我们寝室每周五的聚餐阿,还要逃保安去订餐,吃完饭大家聚在一个桌子前边吃西瓜边看电影。还要我们的舞蹈比赛,歌唱比赛,外加我很丢脸的那次辩论赛。还有就是周末学校反映的那次咒怨把我吓个半死。好多好多事情都会在我脑子里面反复上演。那段日子很开心。 真的很遗憾没能和你们一起毕业。我总说,也许这就是一个人的命运。这次好不容易有次在大连聚会的机会,可是真的很抱歉,我没能去参加。也是时间赶得太巧了。大家一定变了很多。无论怎样,希望各位一切都好,
 
EVENT 3
在我生病的这段期间,更加感受到了妈妈对我无私的爱,RAY对我无微不至的关怀,小M的照顾与收留,还有朋友真诚的关心。我在这里要对大家说声谢谢了。我真的很感动。是你们给了我坚强的力量。M 委屈你了,这么多天都要跟你挤一个床,你还每天给我做饭,我真的不知道该怎么谢谢你,但是我会记在心里的。妈妈呢,其实很想说声抱歉,女儿又让你担心了。妈妈一定要把腰养好,平安健康。RAY,我想对你说,我是多么的希望这几天在我身边照顾我的人是你,但是没有办法,我要坚强阿。所以我很想你,每天数着日子盼着你回来的那天。希望你在南京最后的一个星期过得开心。
 
EVENT4 
这次回来参加了好多社团,文学社,音乐社,戏剧社,辩论社。和小M担任了文学社出版的杂志的娱乐版主编。希望我们可以把工作做得很漂亮,也希望通过这次经历不仅能提高自己的能力,还能结识更多的朋友,让墨尔本的生活不再枯燥乏味。加油吧!
 
                                             子晴
 
June 08

I miss you

 
I Miss you LIANA.
April 26

To my baby Ray

Baby,
             I'm here to let u know, how important of u to me, how serious I treat this relationship with you.
    I'm here to let u konw, I really appreciate
all the cares from you, 
                                                                            all the assist you give to me
                                                                                         and all the positive things you bring me.
You make me study a lot, you know?
Now I want you know that
    I will put my blood to make progress on my English skills,
                                                                                                   on my study,
                                                                                                          and on the interest I can share with you.
I do these because of you, baby.
I wanna become an excellent girl which could make you think
 
                 I am choosen from 10 thousand or more , but not from 10.
You drive me to think like these, you give me a goal.
You are my root.
You let me know who I am working for.
Baby, Thank you !
 
PS: Maybe my presentation is not so good to make myself clear. But I know what I am thinking. I know what I should do.
Baby, Just have a little faith...and give me some understanding ....I love you
April 03

杂乱的心情

昨晚至今天早上,我和R 谈了好多。
关于过去,关于未来。
我们倒出了很多埋藏在心里的秘密,不为人知的秘密。
原来人的心里真的会藏着很多的秘密。
让我感到可怕,想起了《爱杀 17》。
原来,平静的生活背后隐藏了好多好多事情。
 
这次谈话扰乱了我的思绪,I can't even think properly.
我发呆发了很久,想这些问题想了很久,但是没有结果。
我感觉好累,好累。
Be strong, be strong now ..
too many, too many problems.
 
难道这就是我所生活的世界吗?
再亲近的朋友都会让你感觉到陌生。
即使睡在一张床上,但对彼此的心并不了解。
我讨厌这种感觉,讨厌这样的生活。
I need to make some change of myself.

从分开的那刻,我独自踏上了回家的路。
蹲在站台上等车,感受着阳光的温暖,让我感觉生活其实是那么的随心所欲。
你可以享受这一切。
但I can't stop...
                       As I said to Melody before, we cann't stop even a little bit..otherwise we will fall behind again.
                 But today,I gave loose to myself.
我没有去学校,没有学习,让自己随心所欲的去做事情。我把头发剪了,本来想剪短的,但我不想别人看到我以为我受了什么刺激才剪头发,所以只是把一部分剪短了,大体上是看不出来的。我可爱的头发得救了。

真的不知道自己怎么了,为什么心情突然之间变得如此低落。
我找不回那个整天为了学习为了作业而忙碌的VICKY。
我不知道我为什么要一直发呆。
谁来救救我? BUT NOBODY HEARS ME。

感觉好饿,可是我却不想让自己吃东西,就这样沉浸下去吧!
我保证明天那个快乐向上的我会回来。
明天一定要努力,明天又是新的一天!
伴随着这些莫名其妙的FEELING,听了一下午的Nobody's home.
I think this song could expain my feeling exactly.
Better than I could explain.
 
That's all for today......I need to have a rest now .....
 
 
Avril Lavigne - Nobody's Home
From Under My Skin
lrc by Raenoll
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
June 14

幽默的情书

KISS郝美丽: 
     Sorry,我把Miss拼成了Kiss,一不小心吻了你,实在对不起. 
     吾本良家子弟,正统少年,一向对美眉们保持一种昂首挺胸,目不斜视的高姿态,  人送美名曰"孤傲太甚郎".而至今日,竟难捺心中激情,夜秉孤灯,血饷蚊蝇,殚精竭虑,  劳神伤思,给你写这封求爱信,唉,全是你害的. 
     古人云"巧笑倩兮,美目盼兮".所以美人一定要笑,而且要笑得巧;美目一定要盼,  四处顾盼,让周围所有的男人都觉得你是在看他.据我的观察,你的笑和盼都恰如其份  地表明你美人的身份.按说,你笑你的,关我甚事?偏是老冲着我笑!你一笑便勾走了我  的魂,唤去了我的魄,我的人坐在教室里,我的心早已溜出去和你的美目在跳舞,我的  眼睛盯在课本上,我的神早已乘着你的巧笑去遨游.待到时光悄悄溜走,猛然醒悟,发觉  课本没看,笔记没复习,单词也没背,呜呼,一事未成!惜乎悔之晚矣.我想,这是你害我的.  所谓"债有主,冤有头",我自然要向你讨还.于是,我不惜破坏我"孤傲太甚郎"的美名,  决定向你求爱,我追求你便是在向你讨债呀. 
     中国人的传统观念,讲究"才子配佳人".我虽非才子,而你却是实在的佳人,照理本不该冒昧打扰.但又寻思自己还年青,也许将来能够成为才子也未可知,所以不妨暂时装一回准才子的头面,并且私下里认为准才子追求佳人也算不得唐突佳人了.古人又云 "窈窕淑女,君子好逑".你是淑女,而且窈窕,而我一向以正人君子自居,理当求之.古人的话不可全听,也不可不听. 
     虽说我对你爱幕之情已久,讨债之心日盛,但始终未敢付诸行动.若非昨日再次邂逅佳人,今世情缘也许将随风逝去.彼时,你冲我嫣然一笑,忽又低首垂眉,擦肩而去,令人不禁想起"最是那一低头的含羞,好象一支水仙花不胜凉风的娇柔"的诗句来.其后,我回实验室看书,适逢一师第与女友在内卿卿我我,只好退出,在四牌楼找了一座.拿出书本,翻开笔记,却又禁不住回忆起刚才校园遇美记,一时浮想联翩,心弛神游,很快便臻化境,视眼前书本若无物.于是心里长叹一声:"罢,罢,罢,就让郝美丽再害我一次吧!",你见到我这封信时便是见到你害我的最直接的罪证了.我想,你害我至深,欠我至多,我若再不对你采取行动,实在是枉为男人,徒作须眉,既对不住我自己,也对不住你,对不住你给我的那么多次醉人的巧笑. 
     倘若是"我有意摘花花不肯",我也会很坦然,感情的事本就容不得半些勉强.只是你欠我的债恐怕是"归期遥遥无望日"了.不还也罢,我本大度之人,绝非黄世仁之类的恶霸地主,有债必讨的.况且,我知道作女人最大的好处就是,女人欠了男人的债可以不还. 
     如果你觉得本人还有相识的意义,请于本周六晚7:00在鸳鸯池畔"老卢茶馆"见面.提请美眉注意,沿途若有接待,纯属假冒,请自己乘1路车至科大站下,向内走200米即到.届时本人将上身着一绿色西装,下身穿一红色短裤,头戴一顶瓜皮小帽,脚蹬一双高腰马靴,左手持一本<<情爱幽幽>>,右手握一卷<<女生天地>>.诸般特征,望牢记在心,切勿错认他人. 
 另外,本人还将随身带去一包"PTG".此物乃赛外特产,异域珍品,内含十八种维他命,二十四种微量元素,具有滋阴补阳,护肝健脾,舒经通络,活血化瘀,养颜美容,延年益寿之功效.长期食用,可令皮肤白里透红,与众不同.数量有限,欲尝从速,切勿坐失良机! 
     我想,象你这样美丽善良,温柔体贴,善解人意的女孩,一定不会把我这封信透露给她人,更不会拿出去炫耀吧.我那所谓的一点点小小的脆弱的自尊心就全都握在你的手里了,希望你别损伤了它.多谢多谢.